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by Seeker11
Sat Jun 24, 2017 12:01 am
Forum: Help Me/My Friend/Sibling/Child/Parent
Topic: Young guy's and testosterone!!!
Replies: 17
Views: 5390

Re: Young guy's and testosterone!!!

My libido went non existent immediately after starting suboxone. I am afraid to get on TRT because it is just like taking opiates. It stops your body from producing it's natural test (HPTA-->GONADS) and the longer you're on it the harder it is for your body to start producing it's own test again. It...
by Seeker11
Fri Jun 23, 2017 11:57 pm
Forum: Help Me/My Friend/Sibling/Child/Parent
Topic: Therapy?
Replies: 14
Views: 2896

Therapy?

I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts, depression, and other problems lately. I've had literally over 60 therapists in my short 19 years on this planet. Never helped. I get in this strange mindset of thinking about what I'm going to say to my therapist when I see them this week. It's like my ego ...
by Seeker11
Fri Jun 23, 2017 11:48 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine and Mood
Topic: I get a buzz from subs..
Replies: 10
Views: 2687

I get a buzz from subs..

I've been using heroin for four years. IV since last June. I am a pretty big person too 6 foot 1 195 pounds. Sometimes...not all the times..i can get a buzz from suboxone. Usually when I'm meditating I notice it really heavy. Or like an hour or two after I take it it's like a warm feeling. Last year...
by Seeker11
Wed Jun 21, 2017 2:04 am
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Can't even use this site
Replies: 21
Views: 2991

Re: Can't even use this site

And I can't use a computer anymore because I've somehow developed tennis elbow or some sort of tendonitis since starting suboxone (I'm not attributing any of these side effects to sub, so nobody come at me saying I'm criticizing suboxone, it's like you get flagged for attributing a side effect to su...
by Seeker11
Wed Jun 21, 2017 1:59 am
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Can't even use this site
Replies: 21
Views: 2991

Re: Can't even use this site

You are right, this was actually intended to be a vent. I didn't know where to post it I was gonna post it in the Why The Anger thread. I don't know why I have become such a suicidal bitter angry person the past three months, but it's very obvious to me and I need help. It's like my spirit is being ...
by Seeker11
Wed Jun 21, 2017 1:53 am
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: cross eyed from sub?
Replies: 20
Views: 3946

Re: cross eyed from sub?

"While I love doing research, I don't usually put an effort into threads when the poster seems, in my opinion, to be attempting to attribute many unusual side effects to buprenorphine." Of the two side effects I've posted about (I guess two means "manu unusual side effects), libido and vision, which...
by Seeker11
Wed Jun 21, 2017 1:42 am
Forum: Why the Anger toward Suboxone?
Topic: subrainwash
Replies: 120
Views: 33258

Re: subrainwash

I agree! I am starting to see more and more that there is a strong cultish trend of trying to bash the poster if they shed any negativity onto suboxone. I had someone even say "While I love doing research, I don't usually put an effort into threads when the poster seems, in my opinion, to be attempt...
by Seeker11
Mon Jun 19, 2017 12:02 am
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: cross eyed from sub?
Replies: 20
Views: 3946

Re: cross eyed from sub?

The comment about Google scholar was not meant to be rough on Amy. I just think that not too many people know about GoogleScholar. I think it's a great tool we can all use to find professional articles published
by Seeker11
Sun Jun 18, 2017 11:20 pm
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: cross eyed from sub?
Replies: 20
Views: 3946

Re: cross eyed from sub?

Lol my bad about forgetting the article link I had to edit it to include the site. All better now Pelican!
by Seeker11
Sun Jun 18, 2017 9:58 pm
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: cross eyed from sub?
Replies: 20
Views: 3946

Re: cross eyed from sub?

Suboxdoc, I mean it just allows more of the iris to show, so for a bright green eyed person like me when i am on opiates the color of my eyes is so extremely pronounced i get comments all the time abour how colorful my eyes look. Brown eyed people ger away with being on opiates easier becausd the co...
by Seeker11
Sun Jun 18, 2017 9:13 pm
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Can't even use this site
Replies: 21
Views: 2991

Can't even use this site

I really like that this site exists and I like the people, but I've never been to a site with so many fucking advertisements at every turn. Every time I click a button a pop up add will pop up right there and make me accidentally press it. The amount of ads is insane like wtf. How much does it cost ...
by Seeker11
Fri Jun 16, 2017 3:14 am
Forum: Legal Issues and Suboxone
Topic: Can I keep my suboxone in my wallet?
Replies: 24
Views: 5295

Re: Can I keep my suboxone in my wallet?

It probably left me brain damaged. It's so traumatizing to come off that much opiates so suddenly and detox in the worst place possible. It changed my perspective on life because now I know that the amount of suffering a human can be exposed to in life is extreme
by Seeker11
Fri Jun 16, 2017 3:06 am
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: cross eyed from sub?
Replies: 20
Views: 3946

Re: cross eyed from sub?

Cross eyed and cock eyes. Opiates definitely have an effect on the eyes. Go to your local inner city and look at a heroin addicts eyes. They'll be very colorful, the pupil will barely be there, and they're eyes wander in opposite directions it's like each one has a mind of its own. When I was noddin...
by Seeker11
Thu Jun 15, 2017 2:33 am
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: cross eyed from sub?
Replies: 20
Views: 3946

cross eyed from sub?

i take a relatively low dose of sub 6 mg a day and it doesnt really produce a euphoria any more but i get cross eyed at times like im nodding out on an opioid. im worried theyll become stuck or cause damage to the nerves. anyone have this issue
by Seeker11
Thu Jun 15, 2017 2:28 am
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: strange precipitated withdrawal occurence
Replies: 13
Views: 2233

Re: strange precipitated withdrawal occurence

no i shoot heroin. half a gram is about 50 dollars where i come from. suboxone would still get me high even with an IV heroin habit, just not as rocked. suboxone doesnt get me high anymore i just get a mild opiate buzz
by Seeker11
Wed Jun 14, 2017 9:39 pm
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: strange precipitated withdrawal occurence
Replies: 13
Views: 2233

strange precipitated withdrawal occurence

so last year when i was still on heroin i had a suboxone film. 18 hours after using the heroin my eyes were stil pinned even though i had been using for years with a high tolerance (the dope in philly is exttra potent). i had no more money and was at work. the euphoria was gone and i wanted to feel ...
by Seeker11
Wed Jun 14, 2017 9:34 pm
Forum: Stopping Suboxone
Topic: Burping, Bloating, GERD, and PAWS
Replies: 6
Views: 2347

Re: Burping, Bloating, GERD, and PAWS

yes suboxone and opiates in general (as well as coffee and cigarettes) gave me severe GERD and i had to completely change my lifestyle or risk esophegial lining damage
by Seeker11
Wed Jun 14, 2017 8:23 pm
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Is it possible to love our pets too much?
Replies: 28
Views: 4356

Re: Is it possible to love our pets too much?

yes. people can become way to attached and treat the animal as a god. my aunt went into a traumatic depression when her parakeet died. she rushed it to the local animal hospital where it was pronounced dead (it was obvious..) she immediately went into denial and went to 2 more veterinarians to get a...
by Seeker11
Wed Jun 14, 2017 8:14 pm
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: Dr. Simon Olstein
Replies: 4
Views: 1224

Re: Dr. Simon Olstein

Dr. Kai Macdonald gave an awesome presentation on suboxone as well. you will learn things about subxoxne u probably didnt know, especially when it comes to the brain and the addicted persons brain. very cutting edge
by Seeker11
Wed Jun 14, 2017 8:11 pm
Forum: Legal Issues and Suboxone
Topic: Can I keep my suboxone in my wallet?
Replies: 24
Views: 5295

Re: Can I keep my suboxone in my wallet?

i am so paranoid about being locked up and withdrawing (traumatized from previous experiences) and i always keep 2 suboxones in each sock, 1 in each sole of my shoe, and 2 in my wallet.