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by FrankMatthews
Thu Dec 14, 2017 5:22 am
Forum: Still Messing Around with Opioids and Other Drugs
Topic: Going to go back to full agonists
Replies: 7
Views: 2533

Going to go back to full agonists

I was on suboxone for a month. I got high on street dope for a day yesterday. I did my normal amount bout 6 bags with some powder coke IV. I felt the heroin full on got really high off a little after 27 hours no subs. And then my normal high tolerance came right back. I have bitcoin thinking of gett...
by FrankMatthews
Tue Dec 12, 2017 7:51 am
Forum: Freestyle
Topic: No more masturbation or sex drive
Replies: 14
Views: 3412

No more masturbation or sex drive

I’ve been on suboxone for a month. The first two weeks I jerked off every day. The past two weeks I have barely even gotten an erection at all and have not ejaculated whatsoever. This is crazy idk what to do. I’m 20.
by FrankMatthews
Sun Nov 12, 2017 10:38 pm
Forum: Methadone Maintenance
Topic: question for those on methadone
Replies: 27
Views: 8432

Re: question for those on methadone

I was on methadone two times for only a period of two weeks each times. My max dose was 80 mgs. It worked amazing for anti craving use and helped me focus on my life instead of copping dose. This was because I drank my Sunday take home dose right after my Saturday 40 mg dose was given. I never was p...
by FrankMatthews
Sat Nov 11, 2017 8:29 pm
Forum: Still Messing Around with Opioids and Other Drugs
Topic: Big reaction to only 2mg of Bupe
Replies: 24
Views: 10642

Re: Big reaction to only 2mg of Bupe

Man I wish I could stop u where u are at now. Two years ago when I was a senior in high school I found out that if I just buy suboxone I can get high on opiates (had low tolerance) for "cheaper" and it will last longer. WORST DECISION EVER. I became a slave to these subs and it eventually lead me to...
by FrankMatthews
Sat Nov 11, 2017 8:21 pm
Forum: Still Messing Around with Opioids and Other Drugs
Topic: Coming back to suboxone....hopefully...
Replies: 0
Views: 1597

Coming back to suboxone....hopefully...

I am finally coming back to suboxforum and suboxone after a brutal relapse. I'll share what happened and where I'm at now: Aer a dozen rehabs and relapses I got on suboxone in February of 2017. It worked like MAGIC and I immediately got my life back and turned it around for the better...some family ...
by FrankMatthews
Sat Nov 11, 2017 8:03 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Side Effects
Topic: Precipitated withdrawal from heroin!??!
Replies: 4
Views: 1546

Precipitated withdrawal from heroin!??!

I relapsed about four months ago. My insurance cut me off 16 mg a day of suboxone. I saw it as the perfect time to relapse so I unfortunately did and used heroin. I was off suboxone for about 24 hours (since last dose) and I used heroin at 3 pm. I used a second dose at 6 pm. At 9 pm I remember being...
by FrankMatthews
Sat Nov 11, 2017 7:47 pm
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: Suboxone and Testosteron injections!!
Replies: 5
Views: 1418

Re: Suboxone and Testosteron injections!!

I lost complete desire for sex and would go weeks without having an erection so I illegally took testosterone at a slightly super physiological dose (400 mg a week) and it did NOTHING at all for libido. I noticed that I get very sexually excited and get lots of spontaneous erections (sorry if it's T...
by FrankMatthews
Sat Nov 11, 2017 4:04 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: Got high after detox
Replies: 7
Views: 2068

Re: Got high after detox

*dose suboxone* I am getting back on suboxone
by FrankMatthews
Sat Nov 11, 2017 4:03 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: Got high after detox
Replies: 7
Views: 2068

Got high after detox

I went to detox for seven days I was given a subtext taper. I was supposed to go to rehab in Paterson but when I arrived there they turned me down. I bought heroin right after and used three different doses until 11pm (last dose) last night. It is now 5 pm. I have suboxone. When should I dose?
by FrankMatthews
Mon Sep 11, 2017 12:54 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: need help with induction
Replies: 16
Views: 2786

Re: need help with induction

I usually use in Camden, where fentanyl is not as accepted by the users...and I have been using there for 5 years with 0 overdoses...after just 3 days of using in Kensington (Philly) I overdosed twice.. its all fent...dealers will even tell u "I put some fent in there..but not too much..just a littl...
by FrankMatthews
Sun Sep 10, 2017 6:54 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: need help with induction
Replies: 16
Views: 2786

Re: need help with induction

in my city, philly, most of the methadone patients get high on fentanyl. some blocks just sell pure fent, and it keeps the methadone patients as clientele. I am getting on methadone on Tuesday. ive tried many times even waiting 3 days to get back on subs, no success.
by FrankMatthews
Wed Sep 06, 2017 2:57 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: need help with induction
Replies: 16
Views: 2786

Re: need help with induction

Hey Frank, I know you're having a rough time but you're doing the right thing by coming back to the forum. The information Amy and Jenn have given you is spot on. The PW is from the fentanyl and it's going to take a little time to get it out of your system. You need to get rid of that junk right no...
by FrankMatthews
Wed Sep 06, 2017 2:54 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: need help with induction
Replies: 16
Views: 2786

Re: need help with induction

i used to take about 20 mg of immodium and it would stop me from withdrawling. this worked like a charm..however it would fuck up my heroin high. say i take 20 or 30 mg of immodium (sometimes only needed 10 mg) to stop my withdrawal, and then 8 hours later i try to shoot up heroin..i will get high a...
by FrankMatthews
Wed Sep 06, 2017 12:57 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: need help with induction
Replies: 16
Views: 2786

Re: need help with induction

Frank, you know the right formula. You know what you have to do. And we know that you can do this! It's just a matter of seeing it through. One of the biggest problems with heroin is that we have no idea if it was cut at all with fentanyl. If it was, that means that you are in for a longer withdraw...
by FrankMatthews
Tue Sep 05, 2017 8:44 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: need help with induction
Replies: 16
Views: 2786

need help with induction

I relapsed last week on heroin. I use about 5 Philly heroin\fentanyl bags a day IV...after 2 overdoses I'm 2 days in a row i needed to get back on subs I was on them for about 7 months 8 mg a day. I have subs...and xanax and withdrawal medicine. I waited 23 hours until my pupils were big and I was t...
by FrankMatthews
Sat Jul 22, 2017 12:51 am
Forum: Buprenorphine Side Effects
Topic: Modafinil to combat sleepiness
Replies: 8
Views: 1997

Re: Modafinil to combat sleepiness

I wouldn't compare Modafinil to Desoxyn (Methamphetamine HCL) at all. Modafinil isn't a stimulant. It actually slows you down. By slowing your brain function and processing down, it saves you energy, allowing you to use more and partition it in useful ways, increasing focus and attention. I must sta...
by FrankMatthews
Sun Jul 16, 2017 5:01 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Dosing Discussion
Topic: Injecting suboxone
Replies: 42
Views: 7367

Re: Injecting suboxone

From experience, the Suboxone will get rid of the opiate craving, but AA/NA meetings, and weekly visits to a therapist with get rid of the HIGH Craving. You can't fix the addiction, without fixing the mental. I suggest she read 12 and 12, (you can print it free online) and go to at LEAST 2-3 meetin...
by FrankMatthews
Sat Jul 15, 2017 10:16 pm
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: Vivitrol being pushed in law enforcement
Replies: 6
Views: 1635

Re: Vivitrol being pushed in law enforcement

I totally see what the Vivitrol ppl are doing and shame on them. I personally would not take this shot. It's offered at my clinic. I have no problems with ppl who do take the shot but it's just not for me. If it helps ppl that's great, but every person at my clinic who I have spoken to that's taken...
by FrankMatthews
Sat Jul 15, 2017 12:17 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Side Effects
Topic: Modafinil to combat sleepiness
Replies: 8
Views: 1997

Modafinil to combat sleepiness

I think sleepiness or the struggle to wake up in the morning possibly is a documented side effect of sub, it is for me at least, and I was wondering what others thoughts would be on using Modafinil to combat the sleepiness. I have trouble waking up and I get sleepy all day, so I'm contemplating usin...
by FrankMatthews
Sat Jul 15, 2017 12:00 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Dosing Discussion
Topic: Injecting suboxone
Replies: 42
Views: 7367

Re: Injecting suboxone

And being in addiction everything is abusive...reusing the same blunt needle 50 times and just jabbing it in the abscessed vein is abusive, addicts abuse everyone around them verbally, financially, emotionally, sometimes sexually. Abuse is part of addiction, my comment was directed at me being stupi...