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by meltalk
Sat Jan 07, 2012 11:53 am
Forum: Other Addiction Support Programs
Topic: Counselor
Replies: 20
Views: 8564

I'm sitting on pens and needles right now!!! I went to Er last week and the Doctor was Great!!!!! I was in heaven with him talking to me like I was a human being LOL!!!! I really was impressed!!!!! Anyways he looked at me and asked if I had lupus he said I have the butterfly rash on my face and told...
by meltalk
Sat Jan 07, 2012 11:27 am
Forum: Surgery on Suboxone
Topic: I'm Going to Have Gall Bladder Surgery...
Replies: 26
Views: 12870

Ex i will keep you in my Prayers i know you must be glad to get this done and over with. I'm glad everryone understands your on subs aand willing to keep you comfortable. I know I have taken a few pain pills while on subs and I felt them so I believe everyone is different and you just dont know how...
by meltalk
Sat Jan 07, 2012 11:13 am
Forum: Legal Issues and Suboxone
Topic: Possible Lawsuit
Replies: 17
Views: 8889

Rule, GOD my heart broke reading that and the memory of my back surgery popped back in my head,that was my unreal pain. I would Sue I would cheer you on!!!!! I feel that a doctor should treat you the way he would treat his mother,wife or daughter. I know we have to have alot to get pain relief but ...
by meltalk
Thu Jan 05, 2012 8:58 am
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: Tongue becomes numb from subox film
Replies: 6
Views: 6529

Fireman I have had a numb tongue also, lots of times. It does not happen as much anymore I've been on them 4 months
so I guess I'm getting used to them.
Mel :wink:
by meltalk
Tue Jan 03, 2012 9:31 pm
Forum: Surgery on Suboxone
Topic: UPDATE ON BRONCHOSCOPY GONE BAD...
Replies: 3
Views: 2701

So very Happy for you Slipper, what a Blessing you are well and so damn glad good news Great news. What a scare I'm sure. I remember your horror story the last test and such a good change due to the care you received. Not that quiting is easy but at least it is not cancer. It is ashame we know we ar...
by meltalk
Fri Dec 30, 2011 10:28 am
Forum: Other Addiction Support Programs
Topic: Counselor
Replies: 20
Views: 8564

Thanks Romeo, I am for sure taking steps to move myself along in my recovery. I've also had a few set backs but I'm working through them and I am Overall very Proud of myself and whats is going on with my life. I have even had orders for the hairbows I'm making and that feels good. Other people are ...
by meltalk
Fri Dec 30, 2011 8:12 am
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Zyhydro
Replies: 21
Views: 8935

travispnorton, you are VERY right!!!! For a moment there I let my addiction mind forget what and who I was on opiates. No I do not use two different doctors and No I'm not on benzo's. I have taken a few opiates in the passed weeks but they were not from a doctor. I'm just not getting alot of pain re...
by meltalk
Thu Dec 29, 2011 9:17 pm
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Zyhydro
Replies: 21
Views: 8935

I have taken the oxy and subs and I did get lots of relief, it helped very well with the pain. I know it is not what I'm suppose to do but i did it. Today I was in pain but took motron 800 and a muscle relaxer and it did help. I think we are lokking at this new drug from a abuser side It is a abuser...
by meltalk
Wed Dec 28, 2011 10:47 am
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Zyhydro
Replies: 21
Views: 8935

I have had a few bad days since on subs but nothing like lately. I'm on medicaid ONLY and I can NOT find a surgoen that takes adults!!! sad huh?? but true. So i will have to wait til Feb when my other insurance kicks it. I took some other meds last night and it did help me.
Mel :wink:
by meltalk
Wed Dec 28, 2011 12:09 am
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: Start sub tomo... so scared
Replies: 32
Views: 8233

Ashybaby, welcome glad you got help and out of active addition. This is a good site with good info but you do have some that have a smart ass comment every now and then. I guess some here just like conflict and debate. I have enough going on in my world don't need to add to the drama here. I like yo...
by meltalk
Tue Dec 27, 2011 9:34 pm
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Zyhydro
Replies: 21
Views: 8935

Yes, I have taken 4 percocet 10mg in the last 3 weeks. I have been in terrible pain and it has helped at the time of taken them. I almost went to the ER last night I can not sleep arm is numb dull pain, I can not grab sqeeze or hold anything. I will go tonight if it continues. I know it is not the r...
by meltalk
Tue Dec 27, 2011 9:08 pm
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: Christmas Disaster! :|
Replies: 29
Views: 6844

:arrow: Move forward and ENJOY your summer, Tear :idea: Thank goodness your back on track!!!!
Mel :wink:
by meltalk
Mon Dec 26, 2011 8:54 pm
Forum: My Addiction Story
Topic: Stuck at 2mg - This sucks! - SO DEPRESSED
Replies: 8
Views: 6208

I agree with Josh I was just like you. Stayedd in bed (in pain and sad) I started MAKING myself get up everyday. I had to make myself do this. I feel alot better stared seeing a counslor and I found it helps alot to talk to someone that your family does not know. Someone that can not tell anyone you...
by meltalk
Mon Dec 26, 2011 8:40 pm
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Zyhydro
Replies: 21
Views: 8935

I just read that article to. I think they need to fing stronger meds to help with pain. They will script lortabs for people in lots of pain and we end up taking 3 or 4 at a time to get relief. This way maybe 1 will do what it is suppose to every 4 toi 6 hours. I know the meds they were giving me wer...
by meltalk
Mon Dec 26, 2011 8:27 pm
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: Christmas Disaster! :|
Replies: 29
Views: 6844

Tear, I hope it works out for you. It makes me think too about being so dependent on this. I like you go through it very quick. I hope your dosing goes back to normal Wednesday. Sure hope you do not need anything else. It sucks to have to be thinking that way. That life is miserable.
Good Luck
Mel
by meltalk
Fri Dec 23, 2011 10:43 am
Forum: Other Addiction Support Programs
Topic: Counselor
Replies: 20
Views: 8564

Decided to pull out all my crafts that have been in the pantry. I set up my craft table and sewing machine. Started making bows and paintings (no real good) but enjoy the hell out of it. I have spent hours and hours in my spare room surrounded with my fabric and paint and it feels good to be enjoyin...
by meltalk
Thu Dec 22, 2011 7:55 pm
Forum: Other Addiction Support Programs
Topic: Counselor
Replies: 20
Views: 8564

I think this thread will be a good place for me to keep track of my progress in counseling. I had a meeting yesterday and it just amazed me by the few little things she had to say about me and the things that got lost in my addiction. You just forget about the person you were and still are you just ...
by meltalk
Sat Dec 17, 2011 2:09 pm
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: Holiday stress thread
Replies: 14
Views: 3886

I just really have to say LIFE is an amazing thing. We share all this stories on line, we all live in different places, we all have a story to tell, we all have our own struggles and joy. i often think when I'm driving with all the cars on the road, I think it is cool everyone is going their own di...
by meltalk
Sat Dec 17, 2011 10:23 am
Forum: My Addiction Story
Topic: The black sheep=a lonely child=a confused teenager=an addict
Replies: 98
Views: 33205

Amber, I glad your gotten help while your son was young.. I have a 23 and 19 year old sons and my daughter is 8. But my boys have turned out to be very good men. Both getting continuing their educations and NO drugs THANK GOD!!!!! They drink but nothing like their mom did :o . My daughter one day in...
by meltalk
Fri Dec 16, 2011 6:47 am
Forum: My Addiction Story
Topic: The black sheep=a lonely child=a confused teenager=an addict
Replies: 98
Views: 33205

Amber it is great to feel emotions. I myself feel alot lately, I've just started my 4th month and It feels pretty good. i haven't had flashbacks but I do miss all the times i can't remember. My kids we'll say remember mom when??? I said no are I'll say yea and not!!!! :cry:
Mel