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by amber4.14.11
Mon Jun 06, 2016 8:17 pm
Forum: Freestyle
Topic: howdy from the dark side!
Replies: 6
Views: 1981

Re: howdy from the dark side!

I think less is better.... Definitely... And I was very used to a lot more... Or maybe just one more, that took up a really big place in my life, and now it's just a big hole. I'm learning to deal... For real, I am. It's hard, painful,and intoxicating sometimes. Just depends on your perspective. Hop...
by amber4.14.11
Wed Jun 01, 2016 3:36 pm
Forum: Freestyle
Topic: howdy from the dark side!
Replies: 6
Views: 1981

Re: howdy from the dark side!

Ya never know.
I just might:)

Thanks, by the way :D
by amber4.14.11
Mon May 30, 2016 11:33 am
Forum: Freestyle
Topic: howdy from the dark side!
Replies: 6
Views: 1981

howdy from the dark side!

I just wanted to say hi. I'm sorry I don't check in much these days, But I think growth is good, no matter what. This place helped me SO MUCH IN THE EARLY DAYS. I'll never forget that. I'm just a different person now, and it's really hard to explain. My perspective changes again, a year ago as my gr...
by amber4.14.11
Sun May 08, 2016 10:30 am
Forum: Freestyle
Topic: new developments
Replies: 16
Views: 3393

Re: new developments

You're so brave for standing up to the truth. I for one, have had some complicated battles of what's right and what's wrong. Then criticized because of it. Please don't give up on fighting for what's right. GOOD will ALWAYS prevail, in the end. EVENTUALLY. It's gonna take everything you got. Best wi...
by amber4.14.11
Sun Oct 18, 2015 1:26 pm
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: It's queen
Replies: 17
Views: 3003

Re: It's queen

:lol:
by amber4.14.11
Thu Jan 02, 2014 2:33 am
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Laughter is the Best Medicine
Replies: 89
Views: 31146

Re: Laughter is the Best Medicine

here's an old joke, I told my boss last week, and damn near had him in tears, thought I might share.... what's the difference between a heroin addict, and a meth-head ? (methamphetimine, not methadone) WELL..... A heroin addict, will steal your stuff, and apologize, coming close to making YOU feel b...
by amber4.14.11
Thu Jan 02, 2014 2:06 am
Forum: My Addiction Story
Topic: Cant find a Dr to Prescribe me Subutex
Replies: 5
Views: 4411

Re: Cant find a Dr to Prescribe me Subutex

try going to these two websites, www.suboxone.com and click on "find a doctor" or www.naabt.org and click on "patient needing treatment" This second link, maybe your best bet, because you create a profile, and what you NEED, and/or have as far as insurance goes, and it's a great way to explain why y...
by amber4.14.11
Tue Sep 17, 2013 10:29 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Dosing Discussion
Topic: New to sub. Need some guidance
Replies: 12
Views: 2312

Re: New to sub. Need some guidance

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cRuwAEnBijY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7sYmfw56eyw http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIZNXl2J68c I hope these help you... I don't have a long attention span normally, so I would imagine watching videos maybe easier for you too, I would say maintain the smallest dose ...
by amber4.14.11
Tue Sep 17, 2013 9:12 am
Forum: Links
Topic: My favorite links, videos, information sources
Replies: 12
Views: 7066

Re: My favorite links, videos, information sources

Medical article on treating suboxone patients, after or before surgery, or in an emergency. Also hits on methadone maintenance.


http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/article ... s17732.pdf



here is also what I call Dr. Junig's follow up on it

http://suboxonetalkzone.com/bupe.pain.pdf
by amber4.14.11
Tue Sep 17, 2013 8:46 am
Forum: Buprenorphine in the Rear-view Mirror
Topic: 3 weeks ago I literally "jumped" off sub ....
Replies: 2
Views: 2043

Re: 3 weeks ago I literally "jumped" off sub ....

well I really praise you for the last three weeks.... I mean my hat's off to you, that's for sure!!! while your story may not be the 'norm' it's one that I know at least I've heard from time to time... and it really depends on what dose a person "jumps" from. I think you were at least at a half way ...
by amber4.14.11
Mon Sep 16, 2013 11:25 pm
Forum: My Addiction Story
Topic: You just never know......
Replies: 6
Views: 1977

You just never know......

Sorry I've been gone so long, everyone.... First, my internet was disconnected, then my laptop got sorta repossesed, and well you can see the dilemma, right??? LOL The photo is from about a month ago,,, my lil guy was SO VERY EXCITED to go to the county fair!!! we had SO MUCH FUN!!! I just had to sh...
by amber4.14.11
Mon Sep 16, 2013 10:43 pm
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: Any suggestions in Netflix to watch
Replies: 21
Views: 5270

Re: Any suggestions in Netflix to watch

there's a movie called "OXYMORONS" on there, as well. I really found it interesting.... it definitely doesn't make using "romantic" like some movies/tv does. but it's based on the whole, oxys-making-people go APESHIT in the late 90s, and how they started robbing pharmacies in Boston. All I really ha...
by amber4.14.11
Thu Jun 20, 2013 10:09 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Side Effects
Topic: cold sweats, nausea, light-headedness on suboxone
Replies: 3
Views: 2192

it could be dehydration, too.... although I'm not sure dehydration would cause Sweating,,,, but I'm just saying,,,, the other symptoms your describing,, sound like it... that's how I get anyway,, when I need WATER...... subs definitely CAN dehydrate you... that's why constipation is a side effect. J...
by amber4.14.11
Tue Jun 18, 2013 11:57 pm
Forum: Freestyle
Topic: Question about drug use
Replies: 2
Views: 1648

I know this isnt really answering your question, but obviously my need for instant gratification got bigger once i started injecting. It's the behaviours we need to change. I can say though that my triggers for using thoughts have increased because of all the shit, that comes along with it. Ex: I a...
by amber4.14.11
Sat Jun 15, 2013 12:54 am
Forum: Damn Pharmacist/Doctor Stories
Topic: Do you cut your films?
Replies: 3
Views: 1828

here's a good thread that goes along with this topic,,,

and anyone trying to get smaller, consistant doses.

of course, you could use the 8mg films, and get bigger, CONSISTENT doses, as well......

just thought it might be a good read for some of you.


http://suboxforum.com/viewtopic.php?t=7449
by amber4.14.11
Sat Jun 15, 2013 12:51 am
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: The music chain thread
Replies: 467
Views: 93681

. So what's the rules on this game? I thought you had to take a word out of the title of the song...can you use the artists name too? . YES!!! i thought the rules were either or/ band name or song name??. and YES!!! My brain's too tired to post anything at this moment, but I wanted to "clarify" the...
by amber4.14.11
Fri Jun 14, 2013 10:06 am
Forum: Suboxone and pregnancy
Topic: 37 Weeks still on suboxone and FREAKING OUT!
Replies: 11
Views: 3180

That's how this hospital here, is too. (no NICU, they don't even have a "nursery" they just have these lil carts the babies are on, and wheel them around. they 'wheel' them to the nurse's station to give you a 'break') "rural" doesn't do it justice..... LOL I think everything is going to be just FIN...
by amber4.14.11
Wed Jun 12, 2013 10:56 pm
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: The music chain thread
Replies: 467
Views: 93681

Romeo wrote:Rob,

That is a killer video clip from a hilarious movie!!!

Elton John,
Don't Go Breaking My Heart


"Queen of my Double Wide Trailer"

Sammy Kershaw


I had the biggest crush on this dude,,, when I was like 12?? LOL

by amber4.14.11
Wed Jun 12, 2013 10:46 pm
Forum: Suboxone and pregnancy
Topic: 37 Weeks still on suboxone and FREAKING OUT!
Replies: 11
Views: 3180

here's a good article for you to read,,,, I'll post it after my "two cents" on this topic..... have you thought of the alternatives??? you are on suboxone, for addiction or dependance, right??? of narcotics, obviously.... well let me tell you a little story.... the "short version" I used throughout ...
by amber4.14.11
Tue Jun 11, 2013 11:56 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Dosing Discussion
Topic: RAN OUT EARLY :/ (new here)
Replies: 35
Views: 8237

Amber- It's really weird that you said what you did about maybe having an underlying issue. I honestly have been thinking lately that I do have something going on....I just don't know what. I've always been around people who don't take mental issues seriously, they think it's something made up. So ...