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by meltalk
Wed Oct 19, 2011 7:24 am
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: Tomorrow induction, Today PURE HELL
Replies: 34
Views: 8419

sorry

Feeb I had to be off for 24 hours before my appointment not sure why you have to be off so long but it will be worth it tomorrrow. You will feel so much better after meeting with your doctor. I know I did.
Good luck and keep us posted
Mel
by meltalk
Sun Oct 16, 2011 9:08 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: My mind playing tricks on me???
Replies: 11
Views: 4310

!!!

Feeb Alot of the fears your have are common I would assume. They are some of the same fears I had. I always would think what will I do without my best friend (DOC). But then I knew I was not able to taper if I was complety honest with myself and I was sick and tired of that live style. I can tell yo...
by meltalk
Sun Oct 16, 2011 5:06 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine and Mood
Topic: My dad had aheart attack
Replies: 14
Views: 5970

thanks

Thank you all for the kind words and sharing your stories with me. Update on Dad He has No blockage Dr. said for his age it is great 64. They did find that he has had several mini strokes and just a True Blessing that he has no side effect from that. They are trying to get his blood thinned enough t...
by meltalk
Fri Oct 14, 2011 8:52 am
Forum: Buprenorphine and Mood
Topic: My dad had aheart attack
Replies: 14
Views: 5970

thanks

Melijm, I've done the wet pocket thing also!!! My dad is the biggest reason I went on subs He confronted me and said lots of things but the one thing that sticks out is Your husband will not make enough money to support your habit after awhile. And it hit me hard taking money from me family to suppo...
by meltalk
Fri Oct 14, 2011 7:15 am
Forum: Buprenorphine and Mood
Topic: My dad had aheart attack
Replies: 14
Views: 5970

My dad had aheart attack

Yesterday morning I received a phone call from my mom( They live across the street) that my dad could not see. I jumped up throw on clothes and hurried to their house. By the time I got there he was feeling better but he told us he had had chest pain a few day before. So we convinced him to go to ER...
by meltalk
Thu Oct 13, 2011 10:22 pm
Forum: Why the Anger toward Suboxone?
Topic: Does being on sub make you "not clean"?
Replies: 88
Views: 40763

agree

I'm clean by my term clean. I know the live of my addict self and now a clean person. That is what matters to me. I have chronic pain so this is probably the cleanest I'll be and if I can taper then great I'll be cleaner HUH??? I refuse to let this be an issue with my life. I choose to be the best I...
by meltalk
Wed Oct 12, 2011 11:03 pm
Forum: Legal Issues and Suboxone
Topic: Scheduled narcotics - SOMA
Replies: 5
Views: 4962

Soma

I use to get them for a while and now in Louisiana you can no longer get them. You have to cross State line for them. They have a Parish in La that if your caught selling them your charged with attempted murder. People dieing like crazy here OD it is very addictive, was never my doc but know lots of...
by meltalk
Mon Oct 10, 2011 6:33 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Side Effects
Topic: Weight Loss?
Replies: 49
Views: 54654

I agree

Hi everyone,
Now I also eat sweets Alot, I've always been a salty food person not anymore SWEETS are my things since subs LOL
by meltalk
Wed Oct 05, 2011 10:12 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Side Effects
Topic: Severe Anxiety, afraid to drive and am worried for my life.
Replies: 23
Views: 8624

panic disorder

I have panic disorder and it happens to people that have been though something terrible. It is not something your born with. I never experienced them before until after my back surgery. They feel like your having a heart attack. Feels like you have very little air in your lungs. I never know what wi...
by meltalk
Mon Oct 03, 2011 9:59 am
Forum: My Addiction Story
Topic: seeing pain doctor
Replies: 3
Views: 2658

yes

I thought about cancelling my appointment but I need more medical attention. I have lots of trouble sleeping and I have other issues with my pain. I have alot of problems with my arm and legs. He is not only a pm doc he is a bone and joint doc,I think I will need to continue seeing him if he agrees ...
by meltalk
Sun Oct 02, 2011 10:35 pm
Forum: My Addiction Story
Topic: seeing pain doctor
Replies: 3
Views: 2658

seeing pain doctor

I'm nervous about seeing my PM doctor Thursday I'm guessing my suboxone doc will send my PM doc all the info they collected from me at my visit. My question is I'm not really sure how he feels about subs and not sure what he will say! How did ya'll PM doctor take the news and how was thier reaction ...
by meltalk
Sun Oct 02, 2011 6:49 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Side Effects
Topic: numbness and tingling in my hands and feet
Replies: 5
Views: 12448

That is strange

I think it is CrAzY That I ran across this post I just drove 2 hours to go see my husband,he is working out of town. My fingers on my right hand became NUMB I was freaking out thinking Stroke?????? Then I was almost there and my left hand fingers numbed They were so numb They Hurt really bad!!! I've...
by meltalk
Thu Sep 29, 2011 9:59 am
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: Do/did you feel completely normal on Sub?
Replies: 24
Views: 7247

18th dayon subs

I would have to say all post make a point to me. Like alot of you say Normal I have really forgotten Normal and will never be normal again :x . Due to a car accident, I have screws plates through out my body. When I first started I felt a rush of entergy. Now it does feel almost normal as normal as ...
by meltalk
Mon Sep 26, 2011 2:11 pm
Forum: Miscellanea
Topic: TROUBLE WORKING ON NON ADDICTIVE BEHAVIOR
Replies: 8
Views: 3665

Glad you posted because I see alot of that in me!!! i am or was avery outgoing person Loved life Loved people and I could talk to a pole Really!!! Not anymore I really need help doing better with all the same things your having trouble with because now I'm just so depressed "( I used to hate that w...
by meltalk
Mon Sep 26, 2011 1:42 pm
Forum: My Addiction Story
Topic: What was everyone's "bottom"?
Replies: 74
Views: 28446

My bottom

I've now been on sub for 13 days, so I can honestly say today I have really noticed I big change in my behavior. Just so proud of me for getting help!![font=Times New Roman] [/font] I am an old drugger used anything I could get my hands on, I sold and used for 17 years. my husband at the time left m...
by meltalk
Fri Sep 23, 2011 10:28 am
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: Suboxone for pain?
Replies: 9
Views: 3048

Busdriver I have been on suboxone 10 days today. My addiction was ruining my life, I wasn't the wife, mother, daughter or sister I used to be. My father had a long talk with me and that really touched my heart. He told me that he could see where this was taking me, that my husband was not gonna make...
by meltalk
Thu Sep 22, 2011 5:26 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Dosing Discussion
Topic: will I have to take suboxone forever?
Replies: 11
Views: 6809

Ive been on suboxone 9 days and to tell you the truth I was a nervous wreck just thinking about the pain without my pain medicine. I was very suprise to find that sub's would help with the pain. I knew very little about this medicine besides reading a little on the internet. My doctor did not give m...
by meltalk
Thu Sep 22, 2011 10:40 am
Forum: Buprenorphine Dosing Discussion
Topic: will I have to take suboxone forever?
Replies: 11
Views: 6809

Thank ya'll for the replies, I truely am greatful for this site it has given so much information!!! I want to thank everyone for taking the time to answe our questions I will let my suboxone clinic know about this site so they can inform others about it.I have been watching the vidoes and that is gi...
by meltalk
Thu Sep 22, 2011 7:54 am
Forum: Buprenorphine Dosing Discussion
Topic: will I have to take suboxone forever?
Replies: 11
Views: 6809

will I have to take suboxone forever?

I have chonic pain and That is how I became hooked to pain meds. My question is will I have to stay on suboxone forever? I see here lots of people talk about tapering and jumping. I dont think I will ever beable to go back to pain meds because they were to the point that they didn't help me anyways....
by meltalk
Wed Sep 21, 2011 1:03 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Dosing Discussion
Topic: Helps with my pain
Replies: 1
Views: 1478

Helps with my pain

I've been on suboxone for one week today. I was very nervous about this choice because of all the pain I have had over 6 years. I'm suprised to say I have less pain now then on my pain meds. I mentioned this to my dr. and he said this is not a pain med it blocks your pain! I am very confused about t...