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by finallyachance
Sat Dec 31, 2011 4:10 pm
Forum: My Addiction Story
Topic: The black sheep=a lonely child=a confused teenager=an addict
Replies: 98
Views: 35540

I was sitting on of my seat until you got in the bag lol

:lol: She was a nurse? You would think she would be a bit more careful. Lucky for you though, she was not. But I must say......that experience put a whole new swing on the saying "One man's trash is another man's treasure huh? lmfao. I had this friend that I use to score with and believe it or not w...
by finallyachance
Sat Dec 31, 2011 9:41 am
Forum: Methadone Maintenance
Topic: Pregnancy and methadone? Newborns and methadone?
Replies: 6
Views: 5093

Thanks

It's so nice to have a community to turn to. I often wonder if I would have had the resources I have today back then would things be different? Nonetheless, it is very comforting today to the suffering addict etc...btw I was on a website SAMSHA and...I came up on this article you might want to post ...
by finallyachance
Sat Dec 31, 2011 1:20 am
Forum: Methadone Maintenance
Topic: How I became a MMT client
Replies: 13
Views: 6354

How I became a MMT client

:oops: I have seen a few posts on psyching ourselves into having worst withdrawals symptoms and experiences, and I am really curious as to this and would appreciate opinions and comments on the same. Every time I get into full blown withdrawals the same things always happen, in the same order and th...
by finallyachance
Fri Dec 30, 2011 2:35 pm
Forum: My Addiction Story
Topic: The black sheep=a lonely child=a confused teenager=an addict
Replies: 98
Views: 35540

I can relate

I couldn't quit obsessing on the new script you failed to get. I kept reading and reading trying to find out if you snuck back in eventually to get them and then when I found out the coroner took them I got pissed. Lol. I would think myself to be passed that but I was reading a post about someone fl...
by finallyachance
Fri Dec 30, 2011 9:46 am
Forum: Methadone Maintenance
Topic: Pregnancy and methadone? Newborns and methadone?
Replies: 6
Views: 5093

Pregnancy and methadone? Newborns and methadone?

I need a bit more exposure than just the few people who post in this section of this forum so I also posted this in the suboxone pregnancy section, so please excuse the double post because I think it to be real important to get the most info as I can. I met this young lady 24 years old in our methad...
by finallyachance
Fri Dec 30, 2011 9:39 am
Forum: Suboxone and pregnancy
Topic: My baby is still in the hospital I NEED ADVICE
Replies: 16
Views: 14822

Tearjerker maybe u could answer this for me?

I know I am in the suboxone forum and maybe I should be asking this in the Methadone forum on this site, but I am trying to arm myself with the information before I have a talk with a friend of mine who....is scared right now to even looking into this for herself. I will approach her with it all whe...
by finallyachance
Thu Dec 29, 2011 11:18 pm
Forum: Buprenorphine Side Effects
Topic: Death
Replies: 9
Views: 9308

So sorry for your loss

I am really sorry you lost your mother. No matter whether it was the alcohol, the past drug use, drinking on suboxone, Hep C, Cirrhosis etc. The bottom line and real culprit is ADDICTION. When we take in the option to takes suboxone or methadone, the way most of us are looking at it is that the risk...
by finallyachance
Thu Dec 29, 2011 10:20 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: Start sub tomo... so scared
Replies: 32
Views: 9221

New & dealing with rude post can endanger recovery so why?

Breezyann, I guess moderator after your name puts you in a position to protect the new and vulnerable posters. I personally want to thank you as I am the dramatic one and yes; it almost made me not return to this site. Had you not posted your short, brief to the point opinion in a ways of "getting m...
by finallyachance
Thu Dec 29, 2011 8:13 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: Calm my nerves, please.
Replies: 4
Views: 3225

Don't over think it you have an appointment is a great sign.

Like Rule62 said if you have an appointment then you should be in. We as addicts want to think our disease is so debilitating that it actually handicaps us so bad it can reach out and affect anything that may be a positive experience. And that is what you are doing. Your addict brain wants to ruin t...
by finallyachance
Thu Dec 29, 2011 7:33 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: Going to Sub dr tommorow I'm scared
Replies: 5
Views: 2154

How did it go?

I have been watching back and forth to see if you got what you needed or was able to hold out. I have been on MMT for over 2 years now and I can relate to that decision of not wanting to go on like this anymore and I remember the fear that somethings going to go wrong etc....Although nothing did. We...
by finallyachance
Wed Dec 28, 2011 1:24 am
Forum: Misc. Suboxone Issues
Topic: Christmas Disaster! :|
Replies: 29
Views: 7642

Depending on the Pharmacy or the dopeman?

I read thru all these post sitting on the edge of my seat feeling your pain. I am very glad the pharmacy took you back. I too depend on takehomes but methadone instead of bupe. I one time was in the same position and we don't get kicked out but each day we miss our next dose will be decreased down (...
by finallyachance
Tue Dec 27, 2011 9:07 pm
Forum: Induction Discussion
Topic: Greetings all... About to start Sub
Replies: 13
Views: 4163

Welcome

I must admit I had to google and see what that drug was as I had no idea. It really shocks me that I actually now have read an evidential post that you really can buy narcotics over the net. In a way this "addict mind" of mine says wow I missed it, but my "recovery mind" says thank god I always beli...
by finallyachance
Sat Dec 24, 2011 12:00 pm
Forum: Methadone Maintenance
Topic: cravings..
Replies: 47
Views: 19789

apologizing

just hoping maybe I will get a break soo with the rudeness
by finallyachance
Sat Dec 24, 2011 10:40 am
Forum: Methadone Maintenance
Topic: cravings..
Replies: 47
Views: 19789

btw what the hell does this all mean?

I often wonder if my addiction also had anything to do with that Munchausen syndrome. I looked it up and this is what if found out about Munchausen Munchausen syndrome is a psychiatric factitious disorder wherein those affected feign disease, illness, or psychological trauma to draw attention or sy...
by finallyachance
Sat Dec 24, 2011 10:27 am
Forum: Methadone Maintenance
Topic: A lesson for doctors & clients on Precipitated Withdrawal
Replies: 18
Views: 9883

Merry Christmas everyone

Thanks so much for the responses. No harm here hope no harm there. And....by the way Finallyachance and Tonya Baldwin are one in the same....I realized after I registered that everyone uses nicknames and I did not need my name blaring out there for possibly someone in my clinic(s) to use against me ...
by finallyachance
Tue Dec 20, 2011 11:20 am
Forum: Methadone Maintenance
Topic: A lesson for doctors & clients on Precipitated Withdrawal
Replies: 18
Views: 9883

How can the medical staff not know what to do?

I just for the life of me cannot understand why the medical staff was not prepared for me. I mean I had no idea I was in Precipitated Withdrawal I had never even heard of it, but I knew I was in acute withdrawal for some reason. I do think they had made matters worse and had already given me a dose ...